Tuesday, December 30, 2014
Going to Lie Down Again
I had a dream like I was backstage of The Phantom of the Opera, like comfortable on some foam on the side. During some of it I was to meet Christine or the Phantom, like I never had, though I did meet the Phantom and online Christine. I was "with" other people.
I feel
a bit unsettled but that I will soon fall asleep. I haven't been singing. I've done some examination of conscience. I wish it wasn't for me to sleep now. Maybe, it's not, but I'm tired.
Remember when..
..new Wal-Marts were still being built? We trotted in excitedly. Thee time was 1997 & 1998. The magic seemed to die immediately, as we moved away in 1998 from Florida.
New Orleans. I remember when. Things now are becoming too tight-knit. It's even worse than 1999.
2000. The start of high school. Like a dream. Apparently, I was not on top of things. I should have already started Talented Music, I should have been in Talented Theater. I should have been on dance team. In junior hi, I should have done jazz and not ballet.
What do I have now, college or depending on making a CD with my new teacher who is a producer? I want to go to college if I make money from the CD, too, or try to get gigs.
Remember.. Try to feel it!
Why is everything for "the kids?" If it is, why don't they seem to be getting a move on? Why is it a constant battle?
Having younger parents and being born in the 1980s is lame. It seems okay until people are born 5 and 10 years younger.. O God. ;o
New Orleans. I remember when. Things now are becoming too tight-knit. It's even worse than 1999.
2000. The start of high school. Like a dream. Apparently, I was not on top of things. I should have already started Talented Music, I should have been in Talented Theater. I should have been on dance team. In junior hi, I should have done jazz and not ballet.
What do I have now, college or depending on making a CD with my new teacher who is a producer? I want to go to college if I make money from the CD, too, or try to get gigs.
Remember.. Try to feel it!
Why is everything for "the kids?" If it is, why don't they seem to be getting a move on? Why is it a constant battle?
Having younger parents and being born in the 1980s is lame. It seems okay until people are born 5 and 10 years younger.. O God. ;o
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